tarantulas in my shoe.



with blood that runs so cold in these wounds.
i tried,
and it's not my intention to seek fear.
no, i didn't had to ask the obvious,
actions speak louder than words.
such a cruel place,
and i'm only here to lose.
someone shelter me from this again,
dedicated till the end.







o fuck o fuck o fuck,
my eyes are still so swollen and watery,
my mouth still taste of alcohol, and with
my mind, lost somewhere else,
i'v to go to school.
7:18 AM